Iran's presidential election

Despite my desire to go and vote today after thinking for a while after what a couple keep talking about and reading all different weblogs, I don't think it's practical to go to Ottawa, I love my country and I know for a fact that I will go back to make changes in Iran's way of life. I just know I will..Don't ask me how, I just have a feeling that what I am about to do when time is right,will take Iran to another step. Its not politics but it's in people's mindset.But I wish I could have voted. Instead I guess I will buy something simialr to that, a lottary ticket!!!I think the chances that my candidate win is very similar to winning a lottary ticket!!

It's my best friend's first day at work and so very excited for him. I can't wait to hear all the great stuff about the workplace:)

Purdue Pharma, US branch, lost its oxy contin patent and therefore had to let go of around 720 poeple...the consequences of their loss was not much really to us since our patent is valid until 2007. But major restructuring happened today at my department. Some of them was office politics and some was managment reinforced. In a way I was glad to see the changes, since in my mind, it was always a big question mark on why is this group not more organized, Despite having two supervisors. Well now, we have 3 groups that each one will focous on specific project. I am suppose to be with the raw material and Narcotic finished products and stability group. But my other supervisor is fighting over me!!I guess if I leave production group, alot of my work would be over to other already overworked team members!!!it's interesting in a way but lots of over work coming ahead as our manager put it. Anyways I am leaving this company in the begining or end of August.

INCOMPLETE-BACK STREET BOYS

They are back again and up on the chum charts with this song. Enjoy:)

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is
incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my babyIt's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is
Incomplete

Weekend was a lot of fun, friday night, I went to an introductary class of Argantinan Tango and then off to another dancing gathering, Saturday I went to a more intellectual gathering and sunday was Iran-Bahrain soccer game and going to Harbour front afterwards. Smoggy evening made the decks of harbour front dreamy and great for taking pictures. Eating our sandwitches while the wind was blowing smoothly on our faces, with a dimmed lights, brought back memories in the past, when I was in Iran, I don't know why, talking about election, all brought back the memories of June of 1376 when I was able to vote for the first time and then I could never see the fruit of that vote because we moved to Canada. Now after 8 years, Listening to people talking about election, and how encouraging they are to vote, makes me think of how distant I have become toward my country, toward my ideals when I was younger, Have I changed that much?I used to monitor my changes in time, and reflect, but this is the ultimate change in my personality, not caring enough. My friend says, our future is tied to Iran, you know that, right?and a shiver just go up my spine, and just don't know and don't want to know what is going to happen, everything is so perfect at this moment in my life,June13,2005, that I don't want to ruin it with thinking of doubts.